a silent(vulgar) prayer.
i dont understand. maybe now i know, you are a fucking liar. and i trusted you, i believed in you swear i believed in you. you know you are a mother fucking coward. i didnt believe them when they said you told all your problems in school to your mother. you dont know how to solve your own fucking problems when you fucking caused them. whatever la. your mother is your fucking shield. protecting you all the time. when you fucking mother dies. you will die too. you're fucking reliant/dependent on your mother. you are a fucking liar. you dont deserve to have a mouth to talk. say things which aren't true. you do things which arent true either. i'm fucking irritated and agitated by you. stop being that fucking bitch that you are. maybe you would have more friends. you lie about saying how you daren't talk to me. fucking moron. it's not that you daren't, you dont even want to. i hate that maybe you could just tell me in my face. hey! wait you daren't. i'm gonna curse and swear right into your face in future. maybe i dare to maybe i dont.
i swear to you this is so different i mean what i say i really want to be with you i'll try my best to give everything you need to you. i'm really in love with you. it's fucking different. you know just the thought of you always brings my mood up. and just the thought of you just shatter my dreams and i get dropped back down to zero. i dont know how to put it but i really really want you by my side. even if i were given a chance to talk to you like for instance knowing how your day went or a simple hi. i'd give up so much just to be able to talk to you. or know that you know that i'm not just a mere virtual friend. i'm real you fucking bitch. and i'm real about loving you. you're the epitome of beautiful to me. i just wont/cant accept the fact that you are like that. i know you aren't like that. and i really am in love with you. maybe one day you would love me too.
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